So today was homecoming at my uni, and living off campus for the first time, I attempted to go up and enjoy the festivities....this was an awkward experience. For some reason my uni, no longer feels like a place I can enjoy with ease. I feel like I have to really work for the sense of connection I used to take for granted. I'm not really okay with this difference. I knew going into this year that living off campus would have its pitfalls. In fact I predicted this sense of distance being bothersome, but the intensity of this isolation is quite intense. Partly this sense of isolation comes from my lack of extra-curricular involvement which in years past has been overly zealous and thus my extreme lack of involvement has me feeling even more isolated than I would if I were equally as involved as in the past and living off campus.
Alas I need to just goto bed and think about this tomorrow.
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